Cycle 5, FET1, CD30 - BFN

Aug30 - CD24 - Endometrin
                           Symptom - hot flashes

Aug31 - CD25 - Endometrin
                           Vivelle patches - 5
                            Symptom - migraine

Sep1 - CD26 - Endometrin
                        Symptom - migraine
                        HPT - BFN

Sep2 - CD27 - Endometrin
                         Vivelle patches - 5
                         Symptom - migraine
                         HPT - BFN

Sept3 - CD28 - HCG < 1, E2 - 245.75, P4 - 6.81
                          Endometrin
                        
Sep4 - CD29 - Endometrin
                         Vivelle patches - 5

Sep5 - CD30 - Endometrin

I do not understand why my clinic wants me to continue all medication till my second beta even thought my first one came at less than 1. I so badly want to be done with this cycle and move on. I cried some over the weekend when the HPT's turned up negative and so was prepared for the actual beta results. Tomorrow I go for my second beta and then I get to stop all medication (personally I do not have any hope and feel like wasting the medication). Slowly a fear of not being able to have another child is creeping in. We still have 2 more frozen embryo's to try. Hopefully that should work.

Cycle 5, FET1, CD23

Aug23 - CD17 - Doxycycline
                           Medrol
                           Endometrin
                           Vivelle patches - 5

Aug24 - CD18 - Doxycycline
                           Medrol
                           Endometrin
                           Acupuncture before and after transfer.
                           Symptom - mild cramping

Transfer was a little harder than the previous time but not too painful. Transfer was done with an empty bladder and that cause some difficulty in visualizing the catheter through ultrasound. The doctor finally saw the catheter and transferred two embryo's. The 4AA embryo thawed perfectly, but the 3AA was not so good. The picture for the 3AA one looked quite different. Came home and started my 3 days of light activity.

Aug25 - CD19 - Doxycycline
                          Endometrin
                          Vivelle patches - 5
                          HCG Booster shot
                          Symptom - mild cramping, bloating, tiredness

Aug26 - CD20 - Endometrin
                           Symptom - sleepiness, tiredness

Aug27 - CD21 - E2 - 174, P4 - 6
                           Vivelle patches - 5
                           Endometrin
                           Symptom - hot flashes, lower back pain

Aug28 - CD22 - Endometrin
                           HCG Booster Shot
                           Symptom - hot flashes

Aug29 - CD23 - Endometrin
                           Vivelle patches - 5
                           Symptom - hot flashes, coming down with cold, mild  
                                             nausea                                                     
I am going from extreme belief to extreme denial that this cycle is going to work. I really want it to and cannot believe I need to wait 5 more days for my first beta. As usual my clinic does not call after the first beta so I will have to call the lab directly and find out the results myself. I cannot do HPT's this time as I am giving myself the HCG booster shots. I am planning to do one on the day of beta - Sep3.

Cycle 5, FET1, CD16

The last few months I have tried to distance myself from the upcoming FET cycle. Somehow I did not have the compulsion to read about it, to track it or even write about it. The obsession has gone and I am not sure if it is good or bad. Today I received some not so good news and hence wanted to write a post to keep track of things incase I have another cycle coming up.

I was on birth control pills for about 5 weeks.
Aug1 - Started Lupron 10units

Aug7 - CD1 - Lining  - 4.5mm
                       Estradiol - 18
                       Lupron - 5units
                       Vivelle patches - 2

Aug8 - CD2 - Lupron - 5units

Aug9 - CD3 - Lupron - 5units
                      Vivelle patches - 4

Aug10 - CD4 - Lupron - 5 units

Aug11 - CD5 - Lupron - 5units
                        Vivelle patches - 4

Aug12 - CD6 - Lupron - 5units

Aug13 - CD7 - Estradiol - 80
                         Lupron - 5units
                         Vivelle patches - 4

Aug14 - CD8 - Estradiol - 170
                         Lupron - 5units
                         Vivelle patches - 5 (added one new)

Aug15 - CD9 -  Lupron - 5units
                          Vivelle patches - 5

Aug16 - CD10 - Lupron - 5units

Aug17 - CD11 - Lining - 15mm
                           Estradiol - 210
                           Lupron - 5units
                           Vivelle patches - 5

Aug18 - CD12 - Lupron - 5units

Aug19 - CD13 - Vivelle patches - 5
                           HCG trigger shot

Aug20 - CD14

Aug21 - CD15 - Doxycycline
                           Medrol
                           Estradiol - 118
                           Endometrin
                           Vivelle patches - 5

Aug22 - CD16 - Doxycycline
                           Medrol
                           HCG booster shot

Transfer is scheduled for Aug24. We are still debating on transferring one or two embryo's. We have really good quality embryo's (3- 4 AA's and 1 - 3AA). We absolutely do not want twins as we both work full time and have another child and also no family around. But with the low estrogen value and too thick lining we are both leaning towards transferring two. Will have to make a decision by tommorrow evening.

Cycle4, IVF1, CD16 - Egg Retrieval story

05/15/12 - CD14:
Morning - No meds (in preparation for ER)
Noon -  No meds
Evening - No meds
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline, Cabergoline, Chlor-trimeton

We went to the lab at around 8:15am and they took us back around 8:45am. The doctor answered our last minute questions and then I was taken inside. DH had to go for sperm collection. Once inside I was given the sedative through my IV and I was in my happy place (as the doctor called it) in seconds. I remember waking up in the recovery room and the nurse told me that they got 31 eggs. The whole procedure only lasted 20minutes. That was a really good number and the doctor was able to get to my right ovary too. I came by really fast and was able to keep down water and crackers, so they kept me in recovery for about 20min and then let me go home. I was asleep for most of the way and came home and dozed on & off till about 6pm. I think because of the pain medication I was totally fine till then. At 6 I started having pain, bloating and uncomfortable feeling in the tummy. I took tylenol for it and took it easy for the rest of the day. Sleeping was hard and I kept tossing and turning. They also told me that I am at high risk for hyperstimulation and so have been watching my weight since then. The cabergoline and chlor-trimeton was added to help prevent this.

05/16/12 - CD15:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline, Cabergoline, Chlor-trimeton

The nurse called me with the fertilization report. Out of 31 retrieved only 15 were mature (this was quite shocking to us) and out of 15 mature eggs 11 fertilized with ICSI. We were a little down for the rest of the day as we were expecting a bigger number and the nurse re-assured us that PCOS does produce a lot of eggs but many immature ones. The symptoms were the same with pain and bloating in the tummy and looking 5 months pregnant. Still no weight gain or breathlessness.

05/17/12 - CD16:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline, Endometrin
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals, Medrol, Endometrin
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline, Cabergoline, Chlor-trimeton, Endometrin

The nurse called me with the embryo status this morning. Out of 11 fertilized embryos 10 were still growing. We have 4 at grade 1 (excellent), 4 at grade 2 (good), 1 at grade 3 (ok) and 1 at grade 4 (not ok). She said that it was a great report and most likely I will be having a 5dt. I am still waiting for her confirmation call after checking with the doctor. Today's news has been more promising and we hope and that we have atleast a couple grade 1's to pick from for our transfer. I will be nice to have some frozen ones too. We are sure that we want to put back only one grade 1 embryo if possible.

 

Cycle4, IVF1, CD13

05/08/12 - CD7:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/09/12 - CD8:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/10/12 - CD9:
Ultrasound - Lining 13mm, Left ovary - 12 follicles, Right ovary - 12 follicles
Estradiol - 1339
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/11/12 - CD10:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 150IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/12/12 - CD11:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 150IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/13/12 - CD12:
Ultrasound - Lining 8.3mm, Left ovary - 10 follicles, Right ovary - 10 follicles
Estradiol -4298
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 150IU
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU, Ovidrel trigger shot

05/14/12 - CD13:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Doxycycline

Because of the number of follicles and high Estradiol values I am at a high risk for hyperstimulation. ER is scheduled for tomorrow morning and I will start additional oral tablets to prevent OHSS along with progesterone suppositories and estrogen patches. The whole process seems so much out of control and I am in a daze. I have lots of abdominal bloating and discomfort and have already gained around 2 pounds in 2 days. Hopefully I will only see the milder side effects and be OK for a fresh transfer.

Cycle4, IVF1, CD6

The second month on bcp's was pretty much the same. Headaches, nausea, tiredness and mood swings. I started Lupron 10units on 04/25/12. The shots were easy to administer and apart from some itching (for about 2min) I do not have any other side effects. I started my IVF cycle almost a week ago and it has been really hard keeping track of all the medicines and shots that I need to take everyday.

05/02/12 - CD1:
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium
Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units

05/03/12 - CD2:
Ultrasound - Lining 6.5mm and no cysts
Estradiol - 9
Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium

Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units

The nurse said that the lining was a little too thick and it would nice to have a bleed. Somehow my body listened and I started bleeding that night. I had full flow bleeding for 2 days and then it was just spotting. Also there was a confusion about my medication. Their charts indicated that I was supposed to start Gonal-F whereas I got Follistim from the pharmacy. Finally they told me that either one is fine.

05/04/12 - CD3:

Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU

Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

I am doing the Follistim and Menopur on my tummy and the Lupron on my thigh. Got my first bruise from the menopur two days ago.

05/05/12 - CD4:

Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU

Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/06/12 - CD5:

Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU

Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur 150IU

05/07/12 - CD6:
Mock Embryo Transfer 2:
         Today we tried the mock embryo transfer again. I still have some spotting but still they were able to go ahead with the transfer trial. I went with a full bladder and was extremely uncomfortable by the time the doctor came to check me. He finally decided that my uterus is not visible with a full bladder and had me empty it. Then they were able to get the catheter in with a little difficulty and with some prodding and probing the were able to see it on the screen. The doctor was happy and has made lots of notes on my chart as my transfer is going to be quite unique.

Ultrasound - Lining 10.5mm, Left ovary - 5 follicles, Right ovary - 3 follicles
(I am a little concerned about their lining measurement as it was 6.5mm 4 days ago and I have had some significant bleeding since then and was expecting it to be either less or the same).
Estradiol - 252

Morning - Baby aspirin, Dexamethasone, Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Follistim 300IU

Noon -  Cinnamon+Chromium, Iron, Prenatals
Evening - Cinnamon+Chromium, VitD
Night -  Metformin, Inositol, Cinnamon+Chromium, Lupron 5units, Menopur150IU

I am developing a mild headache in the nights ever since I started the stimulation. Also last night I was really light headed for a while. I also have my share of the usual tiredness, nausea and hotflashes that comes with going through IVF. So far it's all manageable and I am hoping it stays this way.

Based on today's results I continue the same protocol for 3 more days and go back for bloodwork and ultrasound on 05/10/12.

Preliminary blood work for IVF

Both me and DH went for our preliminary infectious diseases blood work last week. It all came back negative. In addition I had some other things checked and now I am low on vitamin D, anemic and borderline for sugar. My thyroid levels were all normal.
TSH - 1.2 (normal 0.4-2)
Free T4 - 1.09 (normal 0.76-1.46)
VitD25 Hydroxy - 22 (normal 25-80)
Hemoglobin A1C - 6.0 (normal 3.5-5.9)
TIBC - 28 (normal 28-170)
Ferritin - 5.3 (normal 11-307)
I need to watch what I eat and also eat lots of iron rich foods. I am also on supplements for vitamin D and iron. Hope the sugar thing was the side effect from eating unhealthy during the holiday season.

I finished my first month on bcp's and started my bleed over the weekend. It has been really heavy and I feel tired and drained all the time. I start the second round of bcp's today for another 4 weeks and then start my IVF cycle. I hate being on bcps's and because of the clinic's busy schedule I have to be on it for 2 months. I get crazy mood swings, I cry a lot and feel depressed and since I do not have anyone to talk to that just adds to this. The only thing that keeps me going is my daughter. She gives me such precious hugs and kisses and told me this morning that I am her baby. I hope that I don't hurt her in my quest of another child.